I feel rather unlovable at the moment. Yes I am fully aware that my break up wasn't all my fault. I own my mistakes. I know some of my mistakes, but not all of them, or to the full extent. I will get there. I try hard and fully invest myself in relationships. It doesn't work for me apparently. Despite my efforts, I am someone who is not good enough for a relationship. I feel unlovable.
Yes I know this isn't all true...but it feels this way. Everyone deserves to be adored. I deserve that. I may never get it, but I deserve it.