Saturday, August 27, 2016
I just had an epiphany of how I deal with things. I don't think I do this 100% of the time, but I sure as heck do this! I try to solve things from the past in current interactions. That is what I did today and that is why I don't have a date. I wasn't uber excited about it, but I thought it was a good first interaction to move on. Yes the guy seemed nice, but I wasn't feeling entirely comfortable, so I tried to solve things by being clear. I didn't want any misunderstandings. I feel like in my past relationships with men and women both romantic and otherwise there have been misunderstandings. I was just trying to solve those things. I maybe was a little over honest with him and myself. Ron Davidson, a former coworker, said sometimes I was too honest. This is probably true. I just need to take some time to observe before I act or say something. Easier said than done, right? I will try to do my best.