Focus

I can't focus!!! I am having a hard time thinking and focusing on what I need to get done.  I wish I was better at this.  I am going to rely on what I have on the past.  Turn on the soundtrack to Life is Beautiful and think about everything I need to do and just get it done.  The soundtrack is comforting and helps me focus if it is in the background.  I hope it works.
:)

Feeling down...

I am feeling down.  I wish I knew the reason, but just life and feeling stuck I guess.  I feel stuck in my job and in church and then I feel guilty for feeling this way and then I feel worse.  I shouldn't feel this way about church, but I do.  I want to feel good about it and I want to see light at the end of the tunnel but all I feel is dark and dismal right now.

Goals for helping myself feel better:
Make sure I take my vitamins and eat right.
Go to the gym more often.
Spend time with those I love--friend and family.
Make new friends.
Read more.
clean up my life---dejunk!

THE END...for now

My Collection :)

As many of you know I collect boyfriends, you know, fake ones.

"Look at this stuff
Isn't it neat?
Wouldn't you think my collection's complete?
Wouldn't you think I'm the girl
The girl who has everything? "

I have TV boyfriends, movie star boyfriends, reenactor boyfriends etc.

Here is a list of some of them

My LateNight TV boyfriend Jimmy Fallon,
My PopStar boyfriend Justin Timberlake
My Cardboard Cutout Boyfriend Zac Efron--he now lives in my classroom--or did he is now in another teacher's room.
My Movie Star Boyfriend Matt Damon
My Science Boyfriend Bill Nye the Science Guy
My 90s TV boyfriend--and maybe another Movie Star Boyfriend Will Smith
My TV Boyfriends Timothy McGee, and Lenard Hoffstader(characters not actor in this case)
My British TV Boyfriend David Tennant
My Old Movie Star Boyfriend Christopher Plummer
My Jane Austen Boyfriend Colonel Brandon and maybe also Mr. Knightly
Another Book Character Boyfriend Gilbert Blythe
All of my boyfriends through time--look at previous posts
etc...etc...The list really does go on and it changes frequently--mostly by adding. :) Let's be honest, I am not giving up on my boyfriends.  They help me feel better about life and make me smile.  We all need that in our lives.

I do want to be "part of your world."--You know the one where I have a love not just fake boyfriends.

Update of sorts

Yes I haven't written in a while because I got busy, no one reads my blog and I simply didn't want to update since nothing really all that pressing or interesting has happened in my life. I have been wondering what to do for a while in my career.  Should I stay or should I go from my school.  Do I want to stay in 5th grade, in Jordan District or what?  i am also trying to see the Lord's love for me with some success and some non success.  My principal may move me to a new grade.  Is that what I want?  I don't know.  I do know that I have a friend who just got made a principal and I can maybe move to his school which is actually a blessing. I emailed him and he emailed me to tell me he would let me know of any openings.   He was a great teacher and I have no doubt about how good a principal he is.  I guess we will see.